Oh! I want to be skinny.

thinnspire-me:

I am:

[x] anorexic

[] ednos

[x] bulimic

[] living off diet pills

[X] hungry

[x] thirsty

[] drinking something

[] Under 100lbs

[x] fasting/starving myself

PEOPLE:

[] ask if I’m anorexic/bulimic

[x] have called me fat

[x] have said I’m skinny

[x] have said I’m ugly 

[x] have said I’m pretty

[] spread rumors about me 

[x] force me to eat 

[x] say I eat too much

[x] wish I’d eat more 

[x] don’t know I’m anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I WISH: 

[x] I was THIN 

[x] I had a better body 

[x] I didn’t have to eat 

[x] I could control myself 

[x] I was under 110lbs 

[x] I could avoid food 

[x] I could hide what I am 

[x] I wasn’t fat 

[x] I was pretty 

[] I could stop being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

I LOVE:

[x] feeling hungry 

[x] seeing a difference when fasting 

[x] shaking 

[x] feeling airy 

[x] losing weight 

[] being anorexic/bulimic/ednos

[x] green tea 

[x] diet pills 

[x] being able to turn down food 

[x] feeling good about myself 

APPEARANCE: 

[] I am shorter than 5’4

[x] I think I’m ugly sometimes 

[x] I have many scars 

[x] I wish my hair was a different color

[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color

[] I have a tattoo

[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance

[] I have/had braces 

[] I wear glasses 

[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free 

[] I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger 

[] I have more than 2 piercings

[] I have piercings in places besides my ears 

[] I have freckles 

FAMILY:

[x] I’ve sworn at my parents

[] I’ve run away from home 

[] I’ve been kicked out of the house 

[x] My biological parents are together 

[x] I have a sibling less than one year old 

[x] I want to have kids someday

[] I’ve had children 

[] I’ve lost a child  

[] I can’t have children

RELATIONSHIPS: 

[x] I’m single 

[] I’m in a relationship

[] I’m engaged 

[] I’m married

[] I’ve gone on a blind date 

[x] I’ve been the dumpee more than the dumper

[] I miss someone right now 

[] I have a fear of abandonment 

[] I’ve cheated in a relationship 

[] I’ve gotten divorced 

[] I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back

[] I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t

[] I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did 

[] I’ve kept something from a past relationship

[] I’ve been ‘the other woman’

SEXUALITY: 

[] I’ve had a crush on someone of the same sex

[] I’ve had a crush on a teacher 

[x] I am a cuddler

[] I’ve kissed in the rain

[x] I’ve hugged a stranger 

[x] I have kissed a stranger

BAD TIMES: 

[x] I’ve consumed alcohol

[] I regularly drink

[] I can’t swallow pills

[x] I can swallow numerous pills at a time without water

[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression

[x] I shut others out when I’m upset

[] I take anti-depressants

[x] I’m anorexic or bulimic or have EDNOS

[x] I’ve slept an entire day when I didn’t need it 

[x] I’ve hurt myself on purpose

[] I’m addicted to self harm

[] I’ve woken up crying 

[x] I’ve lost weight 

[x] I’ve gained weight 

[x] My weight holds me back 

[x] Weight consumes me 

[x] I’m at my thinnest 

[] I’m at my biggest 

[x] I’ve lost weight and kept it off 

[x] I’ve lost weight but gained it back 

[x] My weight affects my mood 

[] I weigh myself daily 

[x] I am jealous of everyone smaller than me 

[] I thrive on compliments 

[] I feel bigger than people who are my size 

[x] I feel happy when I’m hungry 

[x] I get depressed after I eat 

[x] I’ve skipped a meal 

[x] I’ve thrown food away 

[x] I’ve spit food out 

[x] I’ve fasted 

[x] I’ve taken diet pills 

[] I’ve used laxatives 

[x] I’ve purged 

[x] I exercise 

[x] I exercise so I can eat 

[x] I work out secretly 

[] I work out daily  

[] I’ve fainted from exhaustion 

I’ve done: 

[] Weed 

[x] Cigarettes 

[x] Alcohol 

[x] Diet pills

[] Pain killers 

[] Sleeping pills

[] Anti-depressants 

[] Ecstasy 

[] LSD 

[] Mushrooms 

[] Speed 

[] Cocaine 

[] Other
 

HABITS:

[x] I keep my eating habits a secret 

[x] I look at thinspo 

[x] I collect thinspo 

[x] I count calories 

[x] I’ve had negative intake days 

[x] I avoid food 

[] I hate food 

[x] I love food 

[] I want to be this way 

[x] I don’t want to be like this 

[x] I wish I could have more control 

[x] Being thin is my top priority 

[] I am in treatment 

[x] I’m doing this for me 

[] I’m doing this for someone 

[x] I’m doing this to prove myself

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